* Confusion.

I read your blog Fung.. I don't get it..

I read it over twice.. I was starting to pick up on it, but then I was still lost I suppose.

You wish that you and I would have the same friendship like old times..
What's that meant to mean? Isn't it the same now? It's always been like this, hasn't it ..? What has changed to you.. Cause really.. Nothing has changed to me.. You're still Fungus.. And I'm still Swirls.. There really hasn't been a change of any sort, not that I have spotted..

You wish that we could have the same friendship, yet you're "leaving this era of friendship".. Somewhat confusing and somewhat contradicting, which is why I'm not picking up on this blog that you posted up =="

Mmmhmm, I suppose you've pretty much explained as much as you could to me on msn and what not.... So yeh, even though I'm not 100% understanding this, I think that I shouldn't ask too many questions and just leave it yeh?

<3 shirley.

Hey Shirley I know lots of things has happen for the past years. First when we met all the way till now. I wish things never changed but it all has. Things that have changed the most were this year where I liked you and at the same time with Jiaqi. I know you always never liked me as in to be my girlfriend and you keep telling me that it’s not worth it. I finally understand it’s not worth it but it’s the other way around. It’s me that doesn’t worth a person as good as you to be my other half. I know myself better then anyone else that my condition and way of treating people is not good. To tell you the truth my operation was not a complete success I still have the heart problem with me and that it’s really unstable. I am taking medication to help me but I really don’t know how long I can stand for I really wish that our friendship could continues but it seems it has to end it from here after these holidays. You no need to worry about me sticking into your problems and all, but if you ever need to talk to someone and wants to be cheered up my blog here is always here for you.

This blog was first created because I wanted to tell you many things which I could never say to you in a face to face talk. But ever since the love triangle of me, you and Jiaqi our friendship had started to change. I really wish it never happened or maybe I could have another chance but I know it won’t come again because I know you have found someone way better then me that likes you. The only way for everyone to be happy is that one lets go and I have decided that I’ll give up. I wish you and Jordan a happy future and that I and you may once again have the same friendship like old times.

I know Jordan won’t read this blog but if you do read this Jordan. Please take good care of Shirley for me if I ever know that you have treated Shirley bad or made her unhappy for some reason I will promise you that you won’t have a good time. Shirley I will leave this era of friendship here. I really was going to ask you to be my date for my formal but I guess it is best not to or else I would never forget you.

阿Fung       yi say hai lei sum bin ji chi lei

* Just wondering.. Lei dim ah?

My first time blogging here, this isn't actually my blog..
But I was asked to re-fix it abit.. and I've tried.. Really I did =) I'm not too sure how you really are.. I really wish that I had contact to you, or just at least know where you are.. So then I would know how you're doing.. Ever since the 6th, I've been waiting for emails constantly, hoping to get more updates on your condition.. I'm really happy that your friend has been giving us updates everyday, ever since the 6th, but today when I recieved his email, it said that it will be the last time for this week.. Because he has work.. What am I going to do without getting more updates on your conditions..? I suppose the only thing I can do is wait.. and hope.. I really am hoping and praying alot that you will be okay.

I dropped by Linda's house today in the morning.. As mentioned in your last blog.. She gave me what you gave her to give me.. I read every single word that you wrote.. Thanks Vincent..

Heyy, remember the time when I was really upset? And you wrote me that story?? The really funny one..? I wish you were here to write me another.. Or maybe for me to write you one.. >< !! Hope you're going to be okay .. <3

this ninja guy called... his name is called fungus
he got a mission to protect the daughter of a famous martial art family called shirley
one day they were off to a journey to be in a important meeting or a match
shirley the daughter of the family had a really bad mannered servant called amanda
shirley was a nice and skillful fighter but amanda the servant always gives trouble to her
fungus always didnt want to get involved with things so he pretended not to want to fight
fungus always had a little feeling for the daughter but shirley didnt know about it
fungus was also a clumsy ninja, shirley even asked him if he was really a ninja
on there way to the match they come to a lolly shop
shirley quickly runs towards it but amanda beats her to it
in the meantime assassins were already hiding ready to assassinate shirley
due to simon( the person that is ment to fight her in the up coming match)
there were like around 20 assassins the assassins talk to each other on how to ambush them
"the cool looking girl (shirley) is the main one we need to kill but she might be a trouble some"
"the ninja looks like an idiot, but we can't take them too lightly"
"and that random girl (amanda), we dont need to worry about her"
 night comes and they are heading to sleep in a hotel or an inn
the place they are staying looks creepy and yeh
shirley has said to fungus that the place is looks creepy but there isnt anywhere else they could stay so yeh
fungus in the meantime was protecting shirley while she was having a bath
at that time his was thinking of the words she said "it's a little creepy..."
he was also thinking about things like does he really look unreliable and all
while he was thinking he wasnt really paying attention to the things around him and gave the chance to let the assassins to come in
fungus suddenly hears a scream from shirley he quickly rushs in without thinking
and finds out she screamed cause a catapillar
fungus quickly takes that catapillar and throws it outside where the assassins are hiding which he doesnt know
fungus quickly bolts off from the shower and sees the assassins and the assassins thought fungus knew they were there

they are like "shit he sensed our presence" fungus was like "uh..."
fungus said to the assassins "i really dont like these kinds of things... um, im sure you guys are working for someone who is not happy with the tran thai family success, but i dont want to fight. so can you go back to your master? cause i dont like to kill or hurt people."
the assassins charges at fungus and next to him was amanda screaming soo loud
shirley comes out already changed and with her sword, fungus was soo surprised
she was changed in like a second,
a convo of shirley and fungus
     f: wow shirley your fast. anyways why did you come out    
      s: cause these are here for me i have to fight them           
f: but im the oyakume ninja          
s: no there are too many for you to do anything    

fungus says to himself  she doesnt rely on me...  [the convo keeps going between them]
and the assassins are like "     can we start to fight now    "
no time later they attack, shirley already started slashing and killing and stabbing the hell out of them
blood was all over the place due to shirley's great skills
one assassin was soo scared he he had to throw some smoke bombs and make shirley not able to see anything

and make shirley not able to see anything it was like one metre in getting shirley killed
lucky fungus pops out of nowhere and saves her, he says to the assassin :

     f; i dont like to kill... but you give me no choice. now watch    
fungus finishes the rest off for shirley
he goes to shirley and say      "hime. i want you to believe in me this one time. please wait here i will protect you!"
and he goes slashing and killing more shirley had been thinking of fungus
fungus usually is a snob. its not fair. he turns into the best ninja at times like this
after finish killing fungus looks at shirley and say to her      "thanks for waiting"
shirley comes out of nowhere and hits him on the head full hard
fungus was like
     f: why shirley           
s:  for not listening to my orders! i said that i was going to protect you..    
     f: im sorry
      s: no i wont forgive you! you'll be punished!         
for that punishment it was to be her oyakume ninja for ever and fungus was like "i'd love to"
and then morning comes and they head off to the edo( place of the fight where shirley fights simon in the big tourniment)
on their way to the edo fungus said to shirley
     f; forever ... but when you get married am i still going to work there too?    
      s; idiot i'm going to marry fu....    
fungus is like      fu?    
shirley is like       idiot! you really are an idiot arent you    
just out side the edo they just remembered something and that was that they forgot to get amanda
which was still at the inn sleeping like a pig
so fungus quickly went there and picked amanda up and took her to where shirley was staying
the final day comes where shirley fights against simon big bet was coming
all beting shirley would lose but only one person betted on shirley winning and that was fungus
the fight starts
but shirley had an upper hand since she was smart and skillful in all ways
and smashed the hell out of simon and made him get humiliated
and everyone that lost money ran up and kick him and he was badly injuried and wasnt about to move ever again
the end

Thankyou fungus.. Yeah I know you used alot more COLOUR CO-ORDINATION in the story you sent me, but because I had to change the font in this blog, I changed the colours too.

Shirley <3

Here Without You - 3 Doors Down

Today is my first time blogging. I felt like blogging because I had this feeling inside me which I wanted to express. At first I thought that the only person I loved was Anita. I was like Anita this Anita that everything about Anita but recently I started to feel like I love someone else and that person is Shirley. Shirley Thai. I had these feelings on the first time of her work experience. At first I didn�ft even think of it that way. I thought it was just a friendship, but recently I started to feel down and kind of depressed not able to see her and talk to her. Now that I know the real person I like now is not Anita but is Shirley I feel like wanting to tell her (Shirley) but I don�'t have the courage to tell her cause I know that she has a crush on someone else and that person of course isn�'t me. I know I should tell her but I�'m scared. Scared that we will never be friends again. I really want her to be my gf but I know it wouldn�'t happen because she will never say yes to a guy like me. No matter what I want to be with her, forever.

<3 fungus